What a day.

Pheww, what a day. A special thanx to Eunice for making my day "colourful", she scared the shit out of all of us, going MIA till 3pm, the best part is that we had to submit our Financial Accounting CA1 today, and the lecturer gave us till 3.30 pm to submit our project.

The day started with me going to school as usual, at about 1pm i called Eunice to ask her what time she will be reacing school, i could not get through to her phone, so i got Fana and Nisa to call her, they could not get through either. It was almost 130pm and lesson was about to start, I started panicking because not only did we have to submit our CA 1, this girl is also comes to school early and there was no sign of her. I went to the admin office and asked for help to locate her, they were unsuccessful too. I took a cab with fana and went home to take my laptop because i had a draft copy of the assignment in my notebook.

Upon reaching school, fana got a call from her mum saying that Eunice's phone is ringing, when we called and when she picked up, she said she overslept and woke up on at 3PM!!! I was super relieved. I was super worried for her safety and so did the rest. Eunice, please do not do it again ok.

Oh my god, can't a person act EMO once in a while, there I am trying to be emo and not because i am in love or not because there is any special person. Alright dear friends.

Secrets will be kept.

When the time comes i shall let it all out.

Does she know?

or is she just acting blur?

Maybe she knows but she does not want to bother as we are two different people.

Everybody might think that we are miles apart, but i beg to differ, so what you are different, its the understanding between two individuals that will eventually lead to a successful life.

I am hesitant to approach her and atleast tell her how i feel, what if she starts to avoid?

But i am sure she will not go that extend, will it not be awkward?

What shall I do?

Dilemma oh Dilemma.

Slow and Steady wins the race.

Thats my theory no matter how different two people are.

Sick!!

A very bad morning for me, I had to go to the doc and guess what?

I am down with a bad case of Influenza and if thats not good enough, i also have a slight fever.

I am still going to school as i have to hand in projects and all, but hopefully i can concentrate in class with a clear mind.

Theeben you are a Jerk.

Today ended well with me going to IMM with Eunice and Fana. Unfortunately the earlier part of the day was a bit screwed up.

I made someone cry because i behaved like a jerk, it doesn't matter even if she is wrong or i was wrong, being a gentleman i should have just dropped that matter, however i chose to show her attitude and we ended up having a quarrel. I just apologised and left it, but what was to follow through made my heart cringe.

I took a glance at her and saw her tears trickling down her reddish cheek, my heart sank immediately , my ego just flushed down that very moment, I tried my level best to cheer her up. She is truly a forgiving person, even though i was mean to her, she just said "its ok Theeben". If she had scolded me i would have felt better, but she chose to be nice and kept on saying nevermind, that me very guilty.

So before class started i went to the vending machine to get her favourite drink and chocolate, and wrote a small apology note on the chocolate box, when i gave it to her i felt a sense of relief as i saw her face glow, at that moment i knew that she forgived me. I have learnt that no matter how much you quarrel with your closr friends, never let the matter pursue to the extent where one ends up breaking down.

On my part, I will definitely improve as a better person. Once again, I am SORRY!!!

I can take a slight breather now.

Submitted MPO today, so thats 1 burden down another couple more to go.

A thought by Theeben:

(based on the life of theeben)

I cannot take this anymore.

How do I make you understand.

You see right through me as though i am a transparent glass.

Would you ever understand me.

I will confess to you soon.

Only time will tell.

Nevermind if we are different.

All that matters is the understanding that we have for one another.

Relax..

Stress factor is getting to me, I can feel the intensity of the 5 modules creeping in slowly but surely, I had Biz Comm today, yet i was thinking about my MPO project which is due this thursday, yes, just 2 weeks after the new term started.Eunice asked me in class what happened to me cause i went to S**** during break, well this might sound stupid but its because of the pressure, I told certain people I will stop it, but its the 2nd time in 2 weeks, I better stop before the person loses her trust, am now thinking about the project for MPO, so will be back aite..

Business making in school..

I love you DMS, I have become business minded ever since I stepped into SIM,hahaha. Well, I just closed two business deals today, got my classmates to sell their MPO and Math textbook to a semester 1 student for 25 bucks and 30 bucks respectively, you know whats the best part, I earned $5 commission for every deal closed.haha.Anway, I got a few more orders just got placed today and i need to get the stock by monday so that I can close more deals..*Cheeky laughter.

Lets all appreciate our lives

First and foremost, I would like to apologise to those who find this offensive. I have been feeling down for the past few hours due to some personal problems. As I was sitting down and thinking about my life, I began to realise how lucky we are, We have shelter to seek comfort in, food to eat whenever we want and families and friends to turn to in need of times, however have we ever for once tought about these people who come from poverty stricken and poor countries, while most of us have fashionable lives and all, these people literally live from hand to mouth. Its very sad for a matter of fact because while we all live in minimum of 4 room flats, these people have got to squeeze their entire family in to that uncomfortable squatter. When i see this sort of people I badly want to help,but can I?
Have we ever for once thought that as kids we will have to beg and all?No!!and that is because we have our parents to support us and to make sure we have the correct upbringing, look at the kid in the above picture, barely 5 years old and is already made to beg with his baby brother cuddled under a dirty blanket, it sad to realise that there are parents out there who makes their child beg.I for once really am appreciating my life because, no matter the amount of pain my mum has gone through as a single parent she has never for once made me feel that way, she has always provided me with the necessary needs in life so that i can prosper,she is living her life for me and it is definitely right for me to do the same for her. So to all you youngsters out there, a piece of advice, treasure what you have in life, consider ourselves lucky that we don't live in situations like those in the pictures above and the most important thing of all, treasure your parents who brought you into thie world.

I am definitely feeling much better now, even though my problem is not relevant to what i blogged about, I definitely feel better.

Theeben.

Hectic week ahead!!

Tomorrow I will officially start 1 whole week of school, 5 modules man, and the shit part is that i gotta submit my MPO individual project the week after next,damn fast sia..Hopefully i dun get the same lecturer for maths like last term,if not I am definitely gonna cry..Haha..

Pheww!!!What a day, went back to school after a month of break. It was nice to see my classmates after a long time man.Haha..Unfortunately I have to do 5 modules this semester as my appeal was unsuccessful, so I had to attend MPO lessons this morning AGAIN, different lecturer this time though, saw the 24th intake semester 1 students, boy must i sat that there were cute girls in the class.Hahaha, thats not important.Lecture was ok la, i have done it before so i see no reason to struggle.In the afternoon i had my 2nd sem module Financial Accounting, I thought the lesson was quite understandable ah, i probably guess its cause i have done accounting before in secondary school.The lecturer was a bit naggy though, in the sense that we were not allowed to use our handphone in class to answer our calls and all. I also realise today that i was dating this classmate of mine before i came to SIM, or thats wat she claims.Hahaha,poor girl just needs some attention i guess, neither have I have never spoken to her in my time in SIM nor do i know her before and yet she says that the both of us dated??What can i say??.haha.To sum it all up i can say that it was a damn tiring day and now i am looking forward to the comfort of my bed.